Shrink wrapped

The shrink agrees with the sponsor. I have to accept that everything in my life has happened exactly as it was supposed to. I've learned from my mistakes and I've made my ammends. I no longer need to feel like the guilty one in my marriage. We are both responsible for working our own programs. Dr. E even questions whether my depression isn't a product of my dysfunctional marriage rather than the cause. He pointed out how much work I've done to change myself and to save the marriage. But if I am expected to wash away my sins by flooding her with affection it will never be enough. That being said...

The top 5:

1. She tells great stories about growing up in Guyana.

2. She loves going to concerts with me.

3. She has a lovely permanent tan.

4. She is a damn good nurse.

5. She is seeking God even though she doesn't know his name.