Friggin funny

I laughed really hard today. I consider that more progress. Maybe I'll cry sometime too and we'll really be getting somewhere. A friend of mine died right in front of me last year and I never shed a tear. I was really depressed and shook up about it but I was a little freaked out that the urge to cry never hit me. Not even when the bagpipes played at his funeral. That should have been enough to break down anyone. Not me. I teared up today though when I was laughing. I can't remember the last time that happened. So I think I'm starting to have normal feelings again. Maybe I'm just starting to have feelings again.